January 11- 2018

This morning as I was walking home, I saw a star . Well I saw several stars . In fact I saw many many stars which for Tokyo is unusual. It may be because the air was so cold and clear and the streets I was walking down were small and dark , anyway I […]

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Sunday the 31st 2017

It seems so weird to glance through my photos on my phone and see the moments so clearly defined. No more photos of IT past March 21… just new friends , party pics , Arizona , lots of group selfies. This year has sure been crazy . I want to say it’s the end of […]

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Friday the 13th October 2017

The truth is an unusual and complicated thing .
It’s surrounded by points of view which doesn’t change it but obscures and clouds it .
Then the points of view are absorbed by those who are listening to them who then in turn carry the points of view away and further distort , twist and drown that truth .

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October 8 2017

Women are not that complicated . Men always think that we are so difficult to understand . For me it’s common sense Women simply want -respect . When guys are trolling for a woman and flit from girl to girl trying to get lucky , they don’t realize that a potential mate , an intelligent […]

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September 17 2017

Self pity sucks . It’s more tragic than whatever caused you to go into self pity in the first place . I find myself starting to freak out about my current situation but that sucks too because it does nothing to help me at all . Then self anger … Ughhhh What’s the fucking point […]

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August 14 2016

Maybe life is like getting caught in a rip . You can panic and drown or you can try and swim against it and drown. OR you can relax and float for awhile then swim along side it , then float for awhile , swim a bit more and eventually you will get back to […]

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August 15 2017

I think what has started happening is that my brain which had  been firmly in married woman mode, is now starting to rewire itself.   It’s remembering the freedom, fun and the possibilities that spontaneity and singledom bring. 

Men pretty much function on single man brain most of their life because their brain and their penis are connected , although possibly it’s more that their brain and their penis are ONE single entity . 

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